Critiquing Myself

It was strange to critique myself, but not entirely foreign to me.  In my speech class we had to record all of our speeches and critique them and I have also been notorious to critique myself while watching old videos of my dance recitals.  I tend to be pretty harsh on myself, but I figured that this video was more of a learning and teaching tool for myself and something that would help me improve, so I didn't have to be quite so tough on myself.  I can't say that I really enjoy watching myself, it makes me think what in the world am I doing, because to myself I look and sound like I'm twelve.  And really what high school student would listen to someone that looks and sounds like they are twelve.  I guess the image of myself is the hardest thing for me to deal with.  I created my topic and my lesson, so I obviously think that they are good.  My critique is based on me and my performance.